28th April , Saturday Boyfriend , I am really really really sorry . ): ytd was a bad badbad day for me . hell bad , ridiculously bad , fking bad , whatever words that could describe 'bad'. went to sch with honey as usual , cabbed there , because we were almost late . after sch , honey got oral exam, wished him all the best and he sent me outside sch to flag a cab home . the weather was terrible . reached home , bathed and changed , took cab to hg mall again . i realised I have been spending too much money on cabs nowadays . :/ fetched JY & nelson to meet the rest of the girls . met at bishan J8 , got some problems there , and everyone mood went down the drain . ): we were suppose to take neoprints ! I mean the girls , and yeah , in the end smth happened , and we had to cab down with 2 cabs back to hg again . met everyone at blk 308 , and discussed abt the stuffs , while I concentrated on my psp game . :x someone lent me a psp to play , and i got seriously addicted to it . honey was worried abt me , coz i got slapped , and i mean slapped right on my face , tho it was not on purpose lurh . and even if it's just playing , it shouldn't have gone so far , and moreover it's a guy . :/
it didn't really matter to me at first , but when it got really red and swollen , everyone was like so 'kiang chiong' over it. and when a call came from that guy , taizi practically went berserk , and he took a solid metal bar from the bubble tea shop and went to hg plaza . when we reached there , there were alrd alot alot ppl there . and i knew almost all of them .-.- i was fking angry over that guy for calling up my friends' parents that we're going to look for him . yarhs , what a humji kia . *rahs~ and everyone gathered and started talking outside the kpool . eugene and zhizhong was there too .:/ tho they are not involved , passerbys lurhs . and they stared at me like i am an alien . -.- because too many ppl was watching , so we went to the coffeeshop to talk instead . luckily they didn't shout at each other . but in the end , the guy got away . and i was like so bu fu qi lorhs . anyway that thing is over alrd . dont wanna talk abt it .
so yeah , because of that , i neglected my honey . and i stayed at blk 308 , went for dinner and went home late . rched home , my head and face were burning like hell . and i can't take it anymore , so i fell aslp . :x
woke up , and i realised honey msged me . and i think i made him sad and disappointed . I'm really sorry . :(
The Acoustic Song When I see your smile tears roll down my face I can't replace. And now that I'm strong I have figured out how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul, and I know ill find deep inside me, I can be the one.
I will never let you fall I'll stand up for you forever ill be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one.
I will never let you fall I'll stand up for you forever. I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.
Cause you're my you're my
my true love my whole heartp lease don't throw that away.
Cause I'm here, for you please don't walk away and please tell me you'll stay, stay...
Use me as you will pull my strings just for a thril land I know ill be okay though my skies are turning gray.
I will never let you fall I'll stand up for you forever I'll be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven.
adapted from honey's blog . i love this song , really . [:
Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD
Agenda 9th April . Zhizhong's birthday. 14 April . Homecoming. 30th April . exams started. 11 May . exams ended. 22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .
