13 March, Tuesday 2nd day of holidays. [: Went bugis with Dawn yesterday. After that went dhoby ghaut to meet siming, ryan, tzu chao, dwayne, renyi, gary, nicholas, edward(lol?), wilson. Then went parklane to play pool, then some went to lan shop instead. I left parklane ard 8pm to meet kuankuan kor. Then went cine to catch primeval. The show was damn horrible, the worst thing is that it had an unclear ending. -.-'' anyway after that kuankuan kor sent me home. reached home 12am. [:
baby, I don't know why I made this decision. I am just too tired of everything that's going on between the both of us. Seriously, I still love you as much as before. Just that I can't continue being depressed in front of my friends every single day after every quarrel with you. And I don't want to take the initiative to be there for you whenever you need me anymore. Do you know that everytime we quarrel, how much I wish you appear in front of my door and tell me that you can't afford to lose me. And every pain in me will disappear right at that point of time? And do you know that whenever you held my hand or hug me so tightly, I didn't want you to let go? Do you even know that whenever you leave me when our day is over, I hope you turn back and grab me tightly? Do you ever ever know that though I didn't tell you i miss you or i love you very often, but everytime I say it, i mean it more than the last time I did? I know evreything I say now seemed to be meaningless and wasting your time because you always think that my cares for you are picking fights with you. I am really tired of this alrdy. Sometimes you should really turn back to see me running after you. I am very , very, exhausted. goodbye baby. Maybe, just maybe, one day we'll be back together again.
thankyou all those that accompanied me yesterday. I really appreciate it alot. without all of you, there won't be a perfect me.
Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD
Agenda 9th April . Zhizhong's birthday. 14 April . Homecoming. 30th April . exams started. 11 May . exams ended. 22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .
