22nd Febuary, Thursday Everything just doesn't seem to be right. I hate 2007. I hate my school, XINMIN SECONDARY. I hate the teachers of my class. Esp you-know-who and that veggie teacher. I hate the endless attire checks. I hate the unfairness between our class compared to the other express classes. Why must every single one of the teachers treat special stream as NERDS, and stressing us up? Why must every single one of the teachers treating us even stricter then the rest of the school? Let me tell you, I hate this - hell damn alot. This is seriously VERY unfair. I felt so pressurised by everything and I just can't help NOT looking forward to school. I hate xms to the core, I don't bother if the principal, or the vice principal is reading this. But let me tell you, I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate this school! Sometimes I really feel like screaming right in front of all the teachers to tell them how unfair I felt and that I want all of them to treat us like ordinary kids that want to study and play at the same time. I admit our class is the worst 206 of the history, but that does not mean that our outlooks are for you, TEACHERS, to comment on. Seriously, if you had tried to talk to us nicely instead of screaming to us everyday, or even to the extreme to cry or even sent us to the DM, then think again. Will everything you do help? NO. We will hate you teachers more and rebel against you. We are not secondary 1 kids anymore, mind you. So don't use your screamings and scoldings to tame us. We will just find them such a nuisance. -.- Sometimes I really regret coming to this pathetic school.
But luckily there were those lovable darlings out there to save me from this thought.
MEIQI&YUXIN : thankyou for supporting me and guiding in my studies this past months. I really appreciate them alot. Without you guys, I think I may not be able to overcome the thoughts of unfairness and hatred against this school. Thankyou for showing that you care and loving me even when I am a nuisance at times. Thankyou for being with me when my world crumbles. But this time round, I hope I will pass my common tests next week to show that I do care that both of you exist. :D
I just hate everything this year.
and girl, mind your words you comment on my girl. bitch is not a word you should ever used. because her mother didn't bring my girl into this world as a female dog. as for you, you do not even have that right to call her that because in our eyes, you are far worse than a bitch. i don't really bother if my words are harsh anot. but you deserve it. [:
Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD
Agenda 9th April . Zhizhong's birthday. 14 April . Homecoming. 30th April . exams started. 11 May . exams ended. 22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .
