Wow. 4 m/cs in a month already. god. Mummy brought me to the doctor again. The doctor gave me a blood test. And she saw a small lump in my throat when I swallow my saliva. She said it was very obvious, and measured the size of it. But didn't tell me how big it was. She said I inherited my mummy's sickness. It had been passed down for generations. I was god damn worried and scared. I can feel the lump when I touched my throat. I am afraid I will become those people out there that I see with huge throats and lumps sticking out of it. Omg. The more I say, the faster my heart beats. Mummy told me that if I feel my hands shivering, or heart beating very fast, or even losing weight like no one else's business. The sickness will break out. =/ The doctor told me not to be too stress up over studies, and eat regularly, because I am still VERY young for this sickness, therefore I may not be able to take it. I had already lost 2 kgs for the past week, when I weighed at the clinic. I haven't tell this to zhizhong yet. I don't know how I should tell him. The doctor and my mum mentioned about operation, when the sickness break out and it gets serious. I am so mixed up. The thing that I didn't want it to happen, had happened. I feel soooo weak.
Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD
Agenda 9th April . Zhizhong's birthday. 14 April . Homecoming. 30th April . exams started. 11 May . exams ended. 22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .
