long time since I last login to post yeah. (; lots of things happened recently. went hospital yesterday to visit gelvin's friend, eileen. saw her, cried bitterly in my heart. awww. x(
and you, boy. do you know that everything that you've said without asking me for the truth, makes me irritated when everyone started asking me things that I, myself, don't even know how to answer? Stop all your nonsense. And mind your words when you tell me to stop all MY nonsense. Who was the one started all these first? Spreading all those false facts around and made me depressed hur boy? I treated you as the only one I can confide in all throughout this year. And this is how you repay me hur? You disappointed me again and again. And I forgive you again and again. Do you know how much my heart aches to let our distance drift apart? I don't like it this way and I hate you for hurting me. Saw that? Yes, I hate you for that. Yes, I 've changed but were you there when I needed you most? No matter what happens, in my heart you still holds a place. But this time, you've already hurt me more than what you should. For this, don't blame on my cruelty. You can curse me whatever you want. But my heart still aches. =/
beverly darling, rmb this. even if me, vanessa cho xue ting, is not there for you when you cry, I promise you I will definitely be there for you to wipe your tears. This is my promise for 1000 years (; diamond&jewels. <3
Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD
Agenda 9th April . Zhizhong's birthday. 14 April . Homecoming. 30th April . exams started. 11 May . exams ended. 22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .