Okay, and everything started in the middle of the year. I don't wish to elaborate when, but I think the memories still stays and I still miss that 'significant' him.
#1 : you may want me to let go. Yes. I did make a try. If you want be to let go, let that be another one that concerns for me as an encouragement and not something else. You see, it had been 5 months of pain to watch him be someone else's and you want me to let go just for you. It's impossible,boy. Sometimes you just have to put yourself in my shoes, if you were me, can you even just forget everything and go for someone else when you have 'him' still etched in your mind? That's really unfair to the other party, and I don't wish to do so. (:
#2 : you said you wanted a chance.
Chance. I hoped so dearly that I got a second chance to explain myself that I regretted everything so much. But second chances are hard to comeby. And it's not I don't want to give you a chance, it's I can't. We can just be friends and let the nature take its course. Will that be better? (:
He's nothing else but everything to me. Though these words may seem so childish and so useless luh, but I guess that's how I really feel and somehow these feelings just stayed in my heart till now. I maybe speaking what every girl feels towards losing someone they love. And yes, I'm that ordinary girl that only hopes for a relationship that lasts and a love that will come back some day? That is so fairytale lah! =x
So get it, boy? Hope this is not too harsh. But this is not the way to get a girl. I hope you understand me, like I understand you now. (:
Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD
Agenda 9th April . Zhizhong's birthday. 14 April . Homecoming. 30th April . exams started. 11 May . exams ended. 22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .
