oh yes. and here's my last last last speech for you darling, dawn. (: Before you leave, I hope you get this thing clear in your head and spent that 13 days reflecting yeah?
Sometimes you really make things hard on yourself, and do you really think about the others that care about you? How they feel and how frustrated and mixed-up their feelings were when you made that slashes on your own and beloved body? Every cut that cuts through those flesh is a pain and eyesore. Believe me, no one think that's 'cool' you know. And adding on, you always put that pain only on yourself, when things happened. But do you think that maybe, or only maybe, that to us, is even more a heartache to see our friend, YOU, acting this way? You may always think that 'love is just a waste of time', every single time you lose your 'him'. And you had alot of chances to comeby. I had to explain so thoroughly to you that it's just a lost of someone that came into your life just that suddenly, though you may take it very hardly to yourself, but it's time for you to grow up and understand this, that life is like this. Whenever you gain something, you got to lose something, girl. (: And don't fake ignorance when something unplease you that your friends did. Tell them, that's part of growing up. And remember whenever someone says something to you to reflect upon yourself, it doesn't mean that I am pin-pointing you yeah? I'm just concerning for you though these things you may already know. And this friends are gold, don't ever lose them over small matters. Don't act you are alright when you're not too. Always remember that we've known each other for about 3 years. There's nothing you can't tell me ok. As long as I can help, I will do whatever that will help you in anyway or another. let those eyesore and pain turn into your blessings and love for us. we'll always stay true and nothing will affect us.
So not only your 13 days, but forever let this be etched in your mind, we'll never leave you nor will we leave you when your life crumbles. :D
let that bitch be bitch, let that moron be moron, we'll always rawk and forever that will stay as a fact. cheers girl. <3>be like me, strong and steady wins the race. (;
Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD
Agenda 9th April . Zhizhong's birthday. 14 April . Homecoming. 30th April . exams started. 11 May . exams ended. 22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .
