Mum left Singapore for Japan today. I didn't sleep more than 4 hours. I was awake throughout the night till morning. ( slept only 2hours).

After that, I went out with Joanne to Hougang Mall. I got a skirt and Ice Lemon Tee. And we kept walking walking walking around the whole shopping mall. I wasn't in a good mood. I felt like collapsing. And there wasn't anyone else there for me. The world was like totally crashing down on me. What's wrong ok. I did almost nothing wrong. Except that, I had a lifetime secret. A secret that I won't tell. I felt terrible keeping it. But what's the point of telling it when I knew nothing could turn back in time? I was in doubts, in total fear that if this continues, I will sink right deep into this lameshit. And I do not hope that I, myself, would get hurt over this. I am so stressed up. Perhaps you may not know what had happened, but i hope you can give me the strength to face this. I feel like running away. =/

I went Dawn's house for dinner and met her little cousin. Cute she was, but slow in eating. Hahas. I told Dawn briefly what had happened. And I think she was shocked that Miss Vanessa, the always-so-strong-and-happy girl will be facing this. Laugh it out man.. o' man o' man. You shouldn't be facing this, Vanessa. You're so witty and handles things well. I guess that would be the first thing that will be in your mind right, babey? (*giggles*)
I had my first try. This was my first time. I didn't hope things would turn out this way.

Boy, face me.

aww. x[

take me away. i don't wish to stay here. bring me away, like you once did.

YXueting.

BEVERLY CHERYL CHARLENE DAWN ELAINE HANPING JOCASTA KRISTIN KATRINA LIZHU MIAOQIN MEIQI PEPPER PEARLEEN PRISCILLA RENYI ROCHELLE STEPHEN YIQING YUXIN



Just shoot it right in front of my face , if you ever dare .[:

xueting<3



220593.
simple , sweet & ordinary .
I LOVE ZERO , jiayang's puppy !



我的爱爱 ：

♥cherie darlinq
♥ilana honey
♥tricia mummy
♥shuiching swtypie
♥jiaxin cutie
♥jessie twinnie



Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD

Her friendster :D & Her msn:D


Agenda
9th April . Zhizhong's birthday.
14 April . Homecoming.
30th April . exams started.
11 May . exams ended.
22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .