Today, is uncle chua's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ wees.
My mum and I went to get his present. T-SHIRTS. We spent on t-shirts. Argh. I can't believe it man. hahas. It's a more convenient way I guess. =x But they are nice on him. Really. Seriously. =D
My band conductor, Mr Desouza called me twice today. I did not picked up the first call, the second one, was picked up by my mum. I couldn't bring myself to talk to him. For I knew for that instance, tears will start pouring down and I won't be able to continue what I wanted to tell him. Thus, my mum talked to him. I overheard the conversation and without knowing why, my heart hurt like a million darts that shot it dead and tears just came streaming down my cheeks. My mum asked me if I wanted to talk to him. But I wasn't prepared. I wasn't ready; ready to face him. I fumbled on my words ," No, I am not ready. " After her talk with Mr Desouza, she came over to me and concerned why was I crying, since the incident had happened for so long. I didn't know what to say. I explained to my mum that I really wanted to please Mr Desouza, maybe I am just not up to it and maybe things would get better if I leave. My mum was so strong objecting about the continunity of band and now I am in a dilemma. Don't ask me why, don't ask me not to quit, don't ask me to quit ; now. all I want is - to remember every single face of the juniors in band.(:
To everyone that had tagged my blog : Thanks guys. All of you really rawked my life. I realised how many of you out there cares for me and loves me. I felt the unbelievably strong friendships I had achieved in this year. I just want to let you guys know, no matter what happens, I, VANESSA CHOO XUE TING, will always be there for you. For these, I promise and your tears will definitely be wiped by me, catch by me. When you're upset, I wil be there to cheer you up, there to hear your part to say. When you're happy, I will be your attentive listening ear to share your joy. YOU ARE FOREVER LOVED BY ME. remember that. (: <33
imissyousomuch, honey. sorry for crying. sorry for making you upset. sorry for making you worried over me. love you always.
Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD
Agenda 9th April . Zhizhong's birthday. 14 April . Homecoming. 30th April . exams started. 11 May . exams ended. 22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .
