I was watching 'Magicians of love' just now on www.youtube.com It was really an addictive show i must say. I got so hooked onto it for hours and didn't realise that I had so many missed calls and messages when my handphone was just right beside me. ha. Missed calls from Elaine jie, messages from melvin kor, elaine jie, and quite alot more. I m sorry! I was too hooked onto that love show. It is highly recommended by me! Try searching for ' ai qing mo fa shi' or rather ' AQMFS ' which I think works better. Believe me, it does. (:
Today, I went to meet Dawn at Rivervale Plaza's Mcdonalds' at around 1.30pm, and obviously I was late again. hee. We went compass point to have Yoshinoya for lunch 'cause she couldn't eat chicken ( sprained her poor poor hand, by falling down the stairs. aww. x/) After that we went walking around compass point, passing by memories and memories of him, flooded by the past once again, I started to feel gloomy. Things turned out this way, I guess that was destiny. I didn't want to continue either. I was really really tired of thinking what's going on with him, what problem had caused us that way. But the memories he left behind for me is worth to remember and kept in my heart. I didn't want to forget the things he said to me. ( though I had almost already deleted all his sms, except the last one he sent me. ) I didn't want to let go of the memories we spent together, the promises we made, the 'quarrels' we had about ghost on my birthday. ha. Seriously, all these meant too much to me. I didn't want to put it all behind, I just want to continue to think of it now and then. Whenever I starts feeling down, I could bring out all that memories he gave me and hope that was reality. (: hm. let's continue. I went to poke another ear hole at ' Bits and pieces' on my left ear. It was really painless, only that it hurts after that when you touch the swollen part. I like that feeling. lols. hm. This also makes me remember the promise that he said he will be with me when I poke my second earhole. That promise did not exist, I just had to put it away. I met this new friend called, Lynn. She was really nice. I met her while I was poking my ear, and she and Dawn was there for me. I got her phone number and made friends with her. She just simply rocked. =D I went Dawn's house after that, and Elaine jie called. So we went to accompany her at Rivervale plaza's mcdonalds. We chatted about lots and lots of things, tons of stories that happened between us. It was really a very nice day for me, hoping that everything can turn back in time, and I should have accepted him wholeheartedly and not letting him down again and again. All these do not matter to me anymore. I would just tell myself, I had just had a dream. (:
I felt so much relax now. So much better after that telling out whatever I felt in the past. All the times, about how me and him spent. I didn't regret having him in my life. I didn't regret about him letting me go. I just had a really really nice dream for one month. Being loved and loving someone. hm.
dawn and elaine :omg. i just love you guys to bits. aww. i miss you all! x(<33
Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD
Agenda 9th April . Zhizhong's birthday. 14 April . Homecoming. 30th April . exams started. 11 May . exams ended. 22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .
