argh. I can't sleep! x(
I tried sleeping at 1 plus and wokeup at 2.30am.
It means I had only slept for about like - only 1 and a half hours?!
Now I am indulging myself into a serious homework mania.
And I am driving myself crazy with science and literature worksheets.
My head is heavy and it's aching.
I want to sleep! But I just can't.
I don't know why, ( though the weather is just PERFECT. raining, yeah? )
I just can't sleep!
Someone help me! =/
I finished my literature worksheet, left with only the newspaper articles.
I was wondering why I became so hardworking.
I knew if it was the past me,
I would be surfing the net for games to occupy myself,
instead of doing the leftover homework and suffocate myself to death. =x
I can't really understand myself nowadays.
Things don't turn out the way it was like the past.
I am like so hardworking out of sudden.
And I hope I am occupied with things to do, so I won't be left with time to think.
I also hope I won't be listening to my mp3 songs anymore, but I don't want silence.
And when I stepped into shopping places, I would keep looking at nice and sweet stuffs,
not like my usual self of window shopping and just free walk around the shopping area.
I hoped that my every second of the day was fully booked with activities,
even if I am alone at home and I am bored,
I would switch on the tv and do my homework.
That's not me.
not me! NOT ME!
I am that lazy vanessa. nah. not the one that would want all her time to be occupied.
I could stop myself from thinking wildly and the only time left for me to day-dream,
was only sleep. SLEEP.
And now I couldn't even sleep and I start scribbling homework and I can't stop.
I don't want to stop.
What's the matter with me? What's wrong? Where's the real me?!

x(

YXueting.

BEVERLY CHERYL CHARLENE DAWN ELAINE HANPING JOCASTA KRISTIN KATRINA LIZHU MIAOQIN MEIQI PEPPER PEARLEEN PRISCILLA RENYI ROCHELLE STEPHEN YIQING YUXIN



Just shoot it right in front of my face , if you ever dare .[:

xueting<3



220593.
simple , sweet & ordinary .
I LOVE ZERO , jiayang's puppy !



我的爱爱 ：

♥cherie darlinq
♥ilana honey
♥tricia mummy
♥shuiching swtypie
♥jiaxin cutie
♥jessie twinnie



Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD

Her friendster :D & Her msn:D


Agenda
9th April . Zhizhong's birthday.
14 April . Homecoming.
30th April . exams started.
11 May . exams ended.
22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .