hi guys. haix. :( today was empty empty normal. without him in sku, no fun. no laughter. whole day no mood. whole day slping in class. i almost cried after sku today. my senior wanted the juniors to go back for sectionals. it's lyk everyday got sectionals. even on my bdae. so my mum was lyk.. angry. den she scolded me lyk hell. feel terrible. i feel i somehow disappointed her. and i m veri guilty lor. haix.. i asked around, other sections did not have any sectionals. but yet they would play as well. i was really jealous of tem. tho i noe we did not have enough prac, i wish to play as well as my seniors, but it was really in a dilemma after sku whether to stay back anot. my mum is goin to scold me again, with that thought in mind. i was really scared.
in the end, i did not go.. after all my frens comforted me and tel me not to go. so.. i left sku for home. HOME. finally. that fear in my heart finally gone away. and i started to feel heat. so i lie on the bed and slept all throughout the rest of the day.
waiting for his reply. wan to noe he ok anot.. he's sick. he's not ok. i m worried. worried to death. life's sooo terrible without him in sku. haix. ='(
Wishlist!
# Blue, purple & brown contacts
# A new pair of spectacles
## shed away 3kgs of fats!
# grow taller!
# adidas jacket ( crown design; for male )
## urgent !nose piercing
### get a part time job
# black and white shorts at kovan
# Levi beige-coloured shoes
# new phone.
# hello kitty glitter necklace. :DD
# thin red belt.
# red-coloured tamagotchi!
# fleshimp bag
# glitter font tshirts
# glitter watch
# japanese socks with black and white strips.
# strawberry rubberband .
# ipod nano .
# black cardigan .
# double holes ear rings .
# CASH. xD
Agenda 9th April . Zhizhong's birthday. 14 April . Homecoming. 30th April . exams started. 11 May . exams ended. 22nd May . MY BIRTHDAY.
26th May . June Holidays !
4th june ~ 11th june . japan trip .
